racecar

single thoughts of a one track mind
and my raving distrust in humankind
are getting me nowhere, leading me blind
and all my friends are leaving me behind
  I sit in the dark
    Hear the rain
      Try to hold back
        Want to explain
want to tell people the way that I feel
get a head shrink, you know, the "real deal"
but suddenly strangers have lost all appeal
so I'm left sitting here, left to rot and congeal
  In my sad desperation
    This is a demonstration
      Of a lonely girl's navigation
        Through a kind of dementation
Once I heard a quote, listen here, yessirree
"sad is only sad if you really want it to be"
I thought-thats bullshit-changed it to suit me
"everyone's always sad, its a government conspiracy"