shimmy420

Ty and I are back together for awhile until he goes out of town for a job.  But I'm happy.

In response to my last entry... Yeah. Time heals all wounds, and I'm sure I'm totally healed.

Ty and I are no longer together.. in my mind anyway. I refuse to call him, because he never calls me. and I never see him, so I can't exactly talk to him about what's up.. So in my mind we're over. And its ok!

But MAN I haven't been on here in a veeeery long time!

I'm feeling overwhelmingly depressed today. Sucks eh? yeah..for sure. Some friends were supposed to come over but then they never called. Oh well.. I hope they call.
Last night Ty tried to hold my hand but I wouldn't let him...even being the sweet guy that he is I can't put myself in that position again. Even knowing he would never do those things to me.
Will I ever heal?

My life has finally been totally freed from all of the turmoil, all of the lies, and all of the uncertainty. THANK GOD! I'm free to know what I know. AND I KNOW IT ALL! WOOT WOOT!

wow...life is GOOD.

THE HUNT IS ON.
And I'm playing private investigator.
And using a chatroom...because I have no idea what else I can do.
But it's a start!